HELLO:D
I went studying with friends just now at SB.Its like freezing that my hands went numb):
Then , sat under Acap's block.Najib came with his new monopoly set which i think the credit card thing is like super cool that i end up being a "hot banker" and ask haaziq to play for me instead:D
I want a monopoly like that too!~
Reach home only at around 6.30pm.I dont wish to lead this kind of life.Hanging out everyday, as if i am not taking any major exams soon.Naturally i should be anxious and study everyday till im done and over with the exams.But sitting at home with all the memories of past in my hand , i tend to cry over it.I cant put my mind at ease cause this heart , its suffering.
I have a book which contains all the sweet msges that you've sent me over the year.How
kental it is when you wanted me to be yours , how you persuade me that whatever you're doing , its because you love me.How you said several times in a day that you love me.How you said that you cant bear to see me sad, that you'll never get bored of me.How having my heart broken is the least that you would want. I can continue to write everything here like there's no end.Cause i thought you're so precious that even if i have to erase those messages from my inbox , i will never erase it from my heart.But you never utter those words anymore);
When im in my worst state , i cant be like other girls who will always have their bf by their side.But i understand our situation , we're far from each other every single day and that is why i've never turn to you for anything.You may be someone close to my heart , but not in sight.
I've never had a change of heart even though we've drift apart , but i cant force your heart to do the same thing.Let me go , if thats what your heart wants.
I love you <3
Its not that im playing with hearts , but put yourself in my shoes okay friends?
Happy fasting and happy holidays to the 4E people!
All the best for 'N' level , 4Ns!:D
♥loved
9:01 PM
September 1, 2008