Here comes the holidays.
& holidays means , my korean dramas & snacks and just me minding my own business.

Ite friends all working.
Secondary school friends is scattering all around.

Now i feel so listless.
I saw a junior in secondary school a few days back , and decided to pay a visit to her blog ,
and ohmyyy i found myself smiling at her every post.

She's a sweet girl , leading a blissful life with her hero.
Just by reading her posts , it can make you feel the warmth of their love.
How i envy her.

But then again when i think about it , i've been through that phase of life.
To have a guy , whom you could dream of all day long.whom you would want to meet every single day.whom you would yearn for their hugs , kisses and jokes.whom you could get to take pretty pictures together with and drool over it.whom you would never get bored off.whom you could be proud of just because your friends praised them for their looks and personality ,who could open any topic with your friends and talk as if he've known them for ages. whom you wouldnt mind spending every single cents on.whom you would think of when you saw just anything that suits him.

& whom you thought you would be with all your life.

I've experienced that much.
Being only 18 , and knowing so much about love.Im at the losing end.
But experience taught you valuable lessons which you could never get to gain from anyone else.
Only when you feel the pain ,then you would remember it for life.

I am feeling down.
Just because a special friendship which i treasured took it all away.
Im still finding it hard to forgive and forget.

So you , who caused everything , dont have the right to change me.
How about changing yourself first before you change others?

Your post is to show him that im with another guy , that post is not for me but for him.

You dont have to try so hard you know.

Spot on right?

Since you gave so many advices to show how great of a muslim you are , here's a piece for you.

"Learn to be a true friend , to be a true muslim"