Movie under the stars with iffa was fantastic.
After 8 months of not meeting up , we finally did yesterday!
Our friendship which was unexpectedly formed , continue to blossom without a reason.
Like a big sister you are to me , i love you iffa(:
♥loved
1:36 AM
Hari ini hari Jumaat.Hari Mulia dalam Islam.Moga Allah selalu disamping Iqah(:
AMACAM?AKU PON BOLEH hahahah!
-nabilahs.
Yes , stop being hypocritical , you're pissing everyone off.
Atleast i showed off my bitchy-ness rather than you who keep it to herself just so that she could be happy on her own.selfish ayh?
Once again , i hate your holy msges.Live in your own world lah , dont interfere in mine.
Nevermind , im going out to join geng ITE for picnic at east coast!
These little little words doesnt hurt at all.After all , you've done bigger SINS which hurts.
Holy tak aku?
♥loved
10:29 AM
Not been updating recently cos i've been busy watching 'hi my sweetheart' , a taiwanese love drama online.
I'm crushing on Show Luo! *drools*
& because of that , i would tend to reply to boyf's msg half an hour , an hour or even 2 hour later. Still , boyf asked whether i want to watch another drama.I mean like , why must he ask me that when we both knew that i'll some sort of 'abandon' him while watching those dramas?
Then he clearly said that i wont get to watch it when school re-opens , so he dont mind being 'abandoned' for now.
You're sucha sweet darling.Me love you very much (:
Which girl wouldnt want their life to be as exciting &lovely as in those korean , taiwan dramas?
But no matter how much you got carried away with those stories , you'll wake up the next day only to realise that such life never exist.
Full of fantasies , i must say.
These dramas cheat my feelings , yet im so addicted to it.GRRRRRR! (eh baby?) :D
Anyways , i hope my iffa haziqah is doing just finee.How i miss her):
& Bestfriend , HOY BABAY!:D
Stay happy pleasseeeeeeee ? Dont let such things upset you.
Well even if it does , im always here and dont you dare hesitate to reach me!
Me love you very very very much gf(:
Im loving life , its taking place the way it should be.
Dont envy me , because you wont get to ruin my life anymore ,i promise you on that.
OOOOOOOOOHHHH IM HOLY ! -.-"
Im sorry i cant stop being a bitch once you start being one.
BYE Y'ALL!:D
♥loved
11:55 PM
Here comes the holidays.
& holidays means , my korean dramas & snacks and just me minding my own business.
Ite friends all working.
Secondary school friends is scattering all around.
Now i feel so listless.
I saw a junior in secondary school a few days back , and decided to pay a visit to her blog ,
and ohmyyy i found myself smiling at her every post.
She's a sweet girl , leading a blissful life with her hero.
Just by reading her posts , it can make you feel the warmth of their love.
How i envy her.
But then again when i think about it , i've been through that phase of life.
To have a guy , whom you could dream of all day long.whom you would want to meet every single day.whom you would yearn for their hugs , kisses and jokes.whom you could get to take pretty pictures together with and drool over it.whom you would never get bored off.whom you could be proud of just because your friends praised them for their looks and personality ,who could open any topic with your friends and talk as if he've known them for ages. whom you wouldnt mind spending every single cents on.whom you would think of when you saw just anything that suits him.
& whom you thought you would be with all your life.
I've experienced that much.
Being only 18 , and knowing so much about love.Im at the losing end.
But experience taught you valuable lessons which you could never get to gain from anyone else.
Only when you feel the pain ,then you would remember it for life.
I am feeling down.
Just because a special friendship which i treasured took it all away.
Im still finding it hard to forgive and forget.
So you , who caused everything , dont have the right to change me.
How about changing yourself first before you change others?
Your post is to show him that im with another guy , that post is not for me but for him.
You dont have to try so hard you know.
Spot on right?
Since you gave so many advices to show how great of a muslim you are , here's a piece for you.
"Learn to be a true friend , to be a true muslim"
♥loved
11:21 PM
March 29, 2010
