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May 16, 2009

BB's Malay Girls (:

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Haini : 21st May terserempak?where at?I should look forward to that day!
Haaziq : I miss you too Mat rep(;
Uthman : Lamer tk online eh?been busy and lazy lah awak.Dont need to miss me too much:D
Insyirah : Done(:
Fique : Haha.I love my boyfriend too ♥
Yum : Waahh.that was a random one!hahah.thanks for dropping by(:
Muss : You're re-linked!Iqah jawabkn ehk.Fique giler mcm biaser and im in clementi , banking services(:
Nashrul : Nash!of course i remember you.hahah.thank you,all the best for your O level too!
Sarah : Linked.
Aqilah : Linked , cousin(:
Syaf : Heyy Ank Subhi.Imy too!we'll meet up soon girl ♥
Nabilah : Anak sadali.hahah.updated ♥
Mashy: Updated Mashy , and i da add.jgn majok!hahah:D
Wanie : Aku rindu kau jgk! Like i told Syaf , we'll meet up soon in June ♥

There is so much to update about.
School's been keeping me busy , and life has been good?=/

While i was in the bus omw home from school , i met Wei Ming.
Syaf!Remember Wei Ming?
The one who sits infront of us in class and would get bullied by us every now and then.
We would randomly poke/throw things at him , then would give the "i-never disturb-u" face when he turn around.
We even changed his name to Ming Wei , and then get used to calling him that.hahah!

Oh wells~
Even small events like that is treasured and remembered.
I miss 4E3 , i miss the Expressos and i miss my N.A clique.
In short , I miss being a student in Yuan Ching.I really do):

Reading a short paragraph from Wanie's post on 28 of April , reminds me of myself.
The part where she stated ,

"I really really need to blog cause theres no one else I can dump this shitty feelings.

Im really pissed with myself for still being unable to adapt and be
my usual self.Im always all down and moody and quiet since , weeks
ago like theres a whole load of burden for me to carry. Like , wtf?
Im not as hyper as i used to be , Im not myself like how I used to be.
Im not me , Dont you think this is freaking irritating? "

That totally reflects me like , a mirror.
Chat with Wanie the other day , and we high-fived to most of the things we're talking about.We're like in an exactly similar situation.
I miss that girl , i miss being her classmate for that 4 wonderful years.
It was awesome having her around you most of the time.I love you , Wanie.

Im already in tears as i type this out.

I wanted to be that iqah who would sing her heart out whenever she feels like it , even in class , and then claimed the title of being the "Princess Of Pop" by her friends.
I wanted to have the large circle of friends that i used to have then.
I wanted to laugh my ass off like i used to every single day , without fail.
I wanted to have that group of friends whom i can i confide in every single time im in dilemma.

I find myself , very sensitive nowadays.
Easily feel neglected , even if that someone didnt mean to neglect me.

Yesterday , i was feeling all shitty.
Then as i woke up for morning prayers today , i was being surprised by a text message from boyfriend.Obviously , it has been ages since he would text me randomly after i sleep cos we're both beat from a whole day in school.
And whenever he did that , it would certainly makes the start of my day.

After reading , i was already in tears.
The first thing i did in the morning as soon as i woke up was to be in tears.
Can you believe it?im a cry baby.

How did you know that i badly need to hear those words from you?
How did you know that i was feeling all neglected and shitty these days?
How did you know that i miss having you all to myself?

When i thought im going to lose it all , u came back.
I love you , just so much.

♥loved

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