December 29, 2007
27/12 , Thursday
UG campfire yeeaaah!!
reach school at arnd 12 noon to get the preparations ready.
so much gossips , humours , dance , songs by my npcc mates yoo(:
nabilah do agree with me that getting together with mates are way fun then going KL.haha.
well my role together with the rest is being a songleader.haha.and finally , throughout the campfire , i love the job!
Dancing away , having so much fun.i`ve never dance during campfire , but i just move to the groove beeybehh.
right , nothing to be embarrased about.
28/12 , Friday
Knowing that i cant really wake up early morning , boyfriend volunteered to wake me up.thank you love(:
The clean-ups was done for like only an hour-.-"
Then everyone went to have breakfast.
Haris and yan eeeh.haha!thanks for the memories(:
♥loved
11:48 AM
December 28, 2007
He is the best dad in the world(: and the two girls wearing
tudong if u cn see near us,they`re my love cousins
roller coaster !
beautiful isnt it?
its been ages.yeaaah.atiqah is officially back(:
whatever.
from 22/12 to 26/12 went to kuala lumpur.
stayed at royale bintang hotel-a place surrounded by huge shopping malls , busy streets , heavy traffic.
daily routine there was to wake up early , head to swimming pool located at the third floor and shopping!
the most exciting part was certainly the fun we had at time square , took the crazy rides which drives me nuts , especially roller coaster ride.real crazy.
i bought stuffs like jacket , shoes , wallet ,blouse ,beg and some other else.
it was way fun with kak ain and aqilah there.
not much photos were taken cos basically its more about shopping yeah(:
♥loved
6:10 PM
December 21, 2007
i`ve never regret things till now.
its either i suck , or u suck.
♥loved
11:26 PM
December 20, 2007
Kumar said he lost all his homework , while all the malays in the class lost their poa wksht -.-"
Now im like f*ing bored.always being left out):
Its hari raya haji and here i am rotting at home again- mum to assyakirin , abg to aljunied ,dad with his thick wordsearch book after getting back from the prayers .
I want to go out , but I dont think anyone is available since they went to their grandparents house.
Ever since grandmum passed away three years back , we did not really celebrate hari raya haji yeeah.So for me , its a normal day.
Ooh Farah and Nabs , i want to have a SUPERMAN like in witch yoo hee!
The one who would always come to her rescue and say I love you XD soo cutee laa(:
♥loved
12:12 PM
December 19, 2007
I swear I cant stop thinking of the clan , I just don`t know why.
Kids in school hates them because they are action or loves being rude or what la.
People often say , don`t judge a book by its cover.It suits the clan well.
Eventhough they look "wild" , but they do have soft hearts.
Try hanging out with them , it is fun at times.
They have this really good jokes and they have a huge sense of humour(:
I never regret ever being with them for more then a year because i once have a boyfriend in that clan.
They do face heavy situations together.
But somehow or rather , they begin to split up because of something.yeah.
Seeing them going to their own directions yesterday , it makes me wonder why they are not back together yet since its already the last day.Not a busybody , but am just wondering.
Maybe i felt a sense of lost.Losing them would make a big difference.
once , i break down because i cant finish my english paper for mid year,you know , english is a huge subject=/.
They sit together with me and tried so hard to make me smile again.wahaaah!
ok seriously , it was one of the sweetest moment with them(:
Like how they make such a big fuss in canteen after school , eating and laughing away as if they owned the canteen XD
Uzai should go to sec 5 la=/
♥loved
3:54 PM
December 18, 2007
urgh iqah is frigging tired today!cant even think clearly=/
met up with nabilah , shahrizan , tarm , rynn , hajar and shikin at the bustop in front of school.
then to classroom , sir gemoks nk bebual pasal campcraft competition XD
it will be on 22 feb for girls-.-" must it fall on my birthday??!!
like what , have to stand under the hot sun and do campcraft which is so not my favourite in npcc and also on my birthday? seriously , i dunwan to because i hate campcraft , i dun even know how to pitch a tent!
let`s see what we can do about this.
ok then we have to teach the councillors the songs for UG campfire.
i feel so weird , everyone knows i hate being a songleader=/
still , i love friendship dance the most(:
played cards with uzair , sufiyan-our ex-seniors.they taught nabs and me 99.haha.very cool can!
went to jurong east with nabilah to kill time while waiting for kai.sit at library and talk talk talk , you know us.at 2.30,went back to lakeside mrt just in time to see kai.
i met with priya at the bustop and i decided to call boyfriend(: i miss priya!
well, the good thing is i get to meet the old clan , knowing their results and stuff(:
seriously , i am so glad the only group i saw was them.is it fated?ahaaah
going to miss all of them , though sometimes they just love hurting me(:
so i sat at banquet with ali , dan and yudis.random.
met wanie , again.
and boyfriendd,he passed his exam!!iiqah is soo gladd(: reallyy.soo happy for him.
walk all the way from jurong point to home with haikal.since he wanted to explore.hahaaa
lovee him la eeeh.
ok actually i dunnoe what im crapping all along.sleepy sia.soo sleeping next.
happy reading my craps XD
♥loved
8:23 PM
December 17, 2007
I slept at 8.45pm yesterday.So I missed Asian idol result show.
And the next day i wake up , i received four new messages-two from boyfriend , one from syaff and one from wanie.haha.
Hady Mirza won sehh!not bad for a start.
Thanks to wanie and syaff for telling!even without me asking , i got the news already.
Received two great news as soon as i woke up , so i was like smiling away
-glad that Hady won and glad that boyfriend rmmbred our eight months(:
Tomorrow there is NPCC meeting in school from 9 am to 11 am , this time with our two sirs.I hope they wont change our plan again this time round , besok kite bangkang!nyehaa XD
after that , i`ll keep nabilah company from 11-2 , while waiting for kai to receive their results.
mane agknyer nk pergii ehh.hmsAnd baaby , thank you for the neklace(:
Happy eight months yaww.I love you!
♥loved
9:10 PM
December 16, 2007
sorry i shiok sendiri XD
they shoot and they snap!
Eric.
Bella.
wanie ku!
anything , even abg taufik`s cap to kill our boredom at midnight.
that is shereen becok.
♥loved
7:20 PM
first of all , i was disgusted by some news.haha.really.ew!
secondly , i enjoyed my family bbq(: alot.alot!
thirdly , cousins are loved!
i swear there is alot of mats hanging around at pasir ris park , right wanie?haha.
mats of different coloured hair. i saw all red , all pink and all green!toyol?-.-"
ok so as i was saying , bbq went awesome , and after meeting wanie , i felt better baybeeh(:
altogether there is 10 tents for my whole family.huge?not so huge.
must be wondering how come wanie exist in my bbq thingy?
well , she tap on my shoulder while i was busy washing my face at the toilet.terkejot kjap.
so we loitered at night.my pit is no. 21 while hers was 15.yeap it is nice , can see hers from my place.so , we talk the to kill the night.talking about everyone in school.
talking to her , reminds me of the ol` good times we had.classmates since sec one , took us six months to talk(:
enough of loitering , we went back to our own place.
played cards with cousins , i`ve learned taiti? , and stuffs.
eric cnt get to sleep , so we barbecued marshmellows and my seaweed-.-" i know , so silly.
for the first day we already explored the mall at costa sands yeah.
pictures coming up!
Happy Birthday Azreen!
♥loved
6:15 PM
December 14, 2007
wake up today just in time to watch lazytown!!!,thanks to abg i manage to wake up.
weird .usually i have to lanyak on his katil to wake him up.he gt a date today laa XD
anyways , he bought a bear in a PINK box and a necklace in a PINK box yesterday.
omg , im so jealous.he told mum its for someone`s birthday-.-"
okla so everyone is at home today.mum , dad , aidil ,me and abg who`ve went out.dad is at home!yeayy(:
bbq-ing tomorrow , wasnt in a mood for it.
yasser and nabilah , i dunnoe if i could go to rynn`s bdae party or not cos i`ll be home late from pasir ris park on sunday): like around 5.
lets see if i could make it yea.
love.
♥loved
12:25 PM
December 12, 2007
Anyone watched berita?hahaa.i know , who watch right?me neither.
But suddenly mum was like "eh eh tu abg!" , well an accident occured at jurong port rd.
Abg works arnd there la.Ns-medic mah.hahaa.kentall eh?so he was on the news , saving life , amongst all the scdf member.aisehmaama! XD
wait till he gets the news.confirm will wait for the repeat telecast at 11.30 eh?haha.
Ok now.im back at 3.30 sehh just now.soo earlyy.
its like only arnd 11 plus.and everyone wants to eat so we head to banquet.
After the meeting went around Jp with Tarm and his adek , ekin and shahrizan.
we saw tom and jerry!haha.dancingg.so cuttee!
While khai fetch nabilah to have lunch ehh
Rynn and Hajar went to bugis.
The rest have their food at banquet.
But since i wasnt feeling well-im feeling drowsy yo.really kepale macam nak pecah): , i pestered them to go home.haaaha
Shahrizan keep on saying that i was having this worried face-.-"
i dont know what is wrong,my head hurts until now.
should take panadol extra cold relief.nyehaaaaaaaah!stupid.
ok here are the pictures(:
Jiiwe ehhhk
♥loved
6:07 PM
December 11, 2007
i got the date right.
well to
Leha and
Bedah , have a nice trip to indonesia(:
andd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAIZIKKI!!
senyum-senyum selalu(:
♥loved
2:28 PM
December 10, 2007
Hello!
For today , my brother is sick!awwwwwwwwww =.="
haaahaah.
i`d rather see him healthy and go out to enjoy his life.peace at home(:
if not , he will eat all my food FOR ME.Like my fried chicken wing that mum cooks for me just now! oh bother.
but the good thing is , he`ll go out to buy snacks and for me too.cadbury yeah!!our favourite laa.
still , its weird having him at home all day.
you know , things are weird.i used to have so many friends around me-and this is one of the four reasons why i hate holidays.everyone seemed so quiet.
well.i dunnoe why , but farah`s post about her and uzai , it is like my own reflection.
you know farah , we are having the same exact problem.
i myself am stuck.i dont know what is the best thing i should do,think about it and waste my precious tears or just forget the whole thing and move on?
but i know , we love them too much.that is what important right.
i am trying to cheer myself up,without anyone by my side.i hope you could too.
kite sayang awak jugak taw farah(:
but then im out of town next week.another great news.with cousins!and parents.sheesh.haaaha
and...
npcc meeting on wednesday.friends atlast!
♥loved
8:58 PM
December 9, 2007
okie i almost forget.
friends , welcome back to Singapore!
I am glad that you guys have a safe journey(:
aku rindu korg tawuu taaaakk.
haaahaa!
and.mane si jiwe niee eh.tak dengar berite pon.
kate nk visit oranng kat singapore?-.-"
♥loved
10:42 PM
i`ve got pictures all over my room!andd went to sheng shiong with mum and dad.
mum wanted to buy things needed for bbq at pasir ris next saturdae.
i cant wait!outdoors , atlast!
ooh i bought marshmellows and chocolates to keep me company at home(:
♥loved
5:55 PM
December 8, 2007
Even if your pictures appeared only once , take note that whoever is in , i love you guys(:
♥loved
3:50 PM
December 7, 2007
ouhf im effing bored at home.
i just created a slideshow , showing all my love.
placed it at my friendster , do check it out
He loves taking pictures , like i do(:
♥loved
4:34 PM
December 6, 2007
i`ve changed the song.its an old song.But soothes the heart(:
went shopping with mum at jurong point today.wanie saw me but i didn`t since i was too engrossed looking at "ichiban sushi" store.she msg-ed and ask me out to watch alvin and the chipmunks if im not wrong on thursday.
anyways went to the optical point shop to buy contact lens.ever get infections before , but now its fine i thought.Get my eyes checked to see if it is healthy or not.But the lady said there is a scar,its like white dots at my left eyes,the one which get infected before.so she said i should open my contact lens if i feel something wrong with my eyes.haahaa.atiqah cacat!=/
during our lunch at long john`s , i asked mum about her past . i knew about some of her old relationships , uncle told me years ago.but just now she told me the exact storie uncle told me.haaha.she is very pretty at her young age.
suddenly i came up with this age thingy.
i told mum abg is already 20 but still watching powerpuff girls-.-
mum was startled.she forgot that abg was 20.she thought abg is still in his belasan.hahaa.
so i told her that in two months time , it`ll be sweet sixteen for me.and she said she thought im still 6 yrs old!super sehh gitu.
and she still talks about it to dad now.i dont know why , but i am so touched when mum told dad about how fast her son and daughter grow.
mum,u know i do hope i could turn back time.abg is already 20!da boleh kahwin XD
i would cherish my life.even without my special girl , cause i meant nothing no more.
♥loved
7:58 PM
December 5, 2007
Today , Nur Atiqah Bte Noor Rahim is a happy girl(:
She seemed to love everything around her.
Like
-The Rain
-Cold weather. XD
-Happy friends around [since for the first meeting , everyone looks so glum]
-The Ghost Stories. [mainly by Faez and Bedah]
-and Haikal(: hahaaaa.yeay!
Then there was this once - there is total silence when Faez said , "guys,think of something la"
then everyone burst out laughing.so weird eh.haaaha!
im concentrating on what faez said at msn.having a conference with him and tarm since suddenly Faez came out with more ideas.hahaa.tadi blank.
cheerio~
Baaby , you rule my world ♥
♥loved
8:15 PM
Everything is brand new for next year.mum and dad said "u can have anything you like,as long as u study for next year".great =/
which means there will be no more/or less
1.Shopping [dress!]2.Going out
3.Computer4.Boyfriend?? noooooooooooooooooooooooo!
5.Jokes , humour! [everyone is going to study like a robot-.-"]6.Use of Handphone? ah pleaasssssssssseeeeeeeeeeee!
and there will be more.
1.Study ,
2.Study3.And Study!
the problem is , i get sleepy whenever i opened any book.what do you expect?
i am afraid of graduation :X
and i wish all the best for seniors.
especially to some 4N people , who had once been a whole bunch of great friends for me.
and kak nana too(:
i love you.
♥loved
10:04 AM
December 3, 2007
oouh.i want i want the picture of boyfriend.
the one his brother said "muke sotong"haha.so cute.
i am going to bug him for that.
♥loved
6:33 PM
gee~i am not a kpo la.
but i get so many information from friendster and their pictures itself.
like who is with who now.who change their image.like seriously , so useful one ahh XD
i`ve been informed that there is npcc meeting.again?same place same time.
it`ll be so quiet without amirul-my jiwe,who is off to china yesterday together with fitri,haini,rynn?
yah CIP trip.so there`ll be lesser people la ehh going to the meeting.
oh before amirul went off,he chats with me on saturday.
saying "jiwe!miss me tau".haha.perasan.
and he said he`ll be visiting me in singapore someday.yah mirul.one week later-.-"
.hope they bring enough clothes since the weather at china will be tremendously cold , said mr leung(:
have a wonderful trip yoo people.
♥loved
4:53 PM
December 2, 2007
i read this.and i find it too sweet to be true.
I stared at the girl next to me... Shewas my so called "best friend"... Istared at her... Long, silky hair...And I wished she was mine... But shedidn't notice me like that... I knewit... After class she walked up to meand asked me for the notes she hadmissed the day before... And I handedthem to her... She said "thanks"...And gave me a kiss on the cheek... Iwanted to tell her... I want her toknow that I don't want to be "justfriends"... I love her but I'm too shyto tell her... And I don't know why...IT 'S JUNIOR YEAR...
My phone rang... On the other end itwas her... She was in tears...Mumbling on and on about how her lovehad broken her heart... She asked meto come over because she didn't wantto be alone... So I did... As I satnext to her on the sofa... I stared ather soft eyes... Wishing she wasmine... After 2 hours... A DrewBarrymore movie... And 3 bags ofchips... She decided to go to sleep...She looked at me.. Said "thanks" andgave me a kiss on the cheek... Iwanted to tell her... I want her toknow... That I don't want to be "justfriends"... I love her but I'm too shyto tell her... And I don't know why...IT 'S SENIOR YEAR...
The day before prom... She walked to
my locker... "My date is sick" she
said... He's not going to go...
Well... I didn't have a date and in
7th grade... We made a promise that if
neiter of us had dates... We'd go
together just as "best friends"... And
so we did...
IT 'S PROM NIGHT...
After everything was over with... Iwas standing at her front door step...I stared at her ... She smiled atme... I wanted her to be mine... Butshe doesn't think of me like that...And I know it... Then she said "I hadthe best time... Thanks!"... And shegave me a kiss on the cheek... Iwanted to telll her... I wanted her toknow that I don't want to be "justfriends"... I love her but I'm justtoo shy... And I don't know why...IT 'S GRADUATION DAY...
A day passed... And then a week... And
then a month... Before I could
blink... It was graduation day... I
watched her... Perfect body... Floated
like an angel up on stage to get her
diploma... I wanted her to be mine...
But she doesn't think of me that
way... And I know it... Before
everyone went home... She came to me
in her smock and hat... And cried as I
hugged her... Then she lifted her head
from my shoulders and said "you're my
best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave
me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to
tell her.. I wanted to know that I
wanted to be more than "just
friends"... I love her but I'm too
shy... And I don't know why...
IT 'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
Now I sit in the pews of the church...A church that she is getting marriedin now... I watched her say "I do" andrive off to her new life... Marriedto another man... I wanted her to bemine... But she didn't see me likethat... And I knew it... But beforeshe drove away... She came to me andsaid "You came!... Thanks!"... And shekissed me on the cheek... I wanted totell her... I wantd her to know that Ididn't want to be "just friends"... Ilove her but I'm just too shy... And Idon't know why...YE ARS PASSED...
I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "best friend"... At
the service they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school
years... This is what it said... "I
stare at him... Wishing he was mine...
But he doesn't notice me like that...
And I know it... I wanted to tell
him... I wanted him to know... That I
don't want to be "just friends"... I
love him but I'm just too shy... And I
don't know why... I wish he would tell
me he loved me"... I wish I did too...
I thought to myself and I cried...
now how would you feel if you`re experiencing it.i am so sorry.you are just my friend,my best friend from Primary School.
♥loved
5:47 PM